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Why I Started Posing Nude

I never imagined posing nude for 20+ years of my life.  I can’t say I feel tarnished, broken, exploited, or anything negative because I’ve posed nude. To be perfectly honest, I am stronger because of it. I wanted to explore my experiences while naked. I wanted to change my dialogue about nudity. I wanted being naked to feel normal, not contextualized. Nudity is not only sexual. The fact that we can only view nudity in private with a specific mind set or two is troublesome. Am I the only person who has been forced to think of nudity through a few specific lenses? To put it simply it’s stressful to always worry if some one is going to see me naked.  It’s a game of cat and mouse.  I shouldn’t feel that fucking vulnerable while naked.  ‘Ohh that poor girl is naked.’  ‘Oh my lord! Look it’s a naked girl shame her!!!’  I am not a whore because I am naked.  I am not a slut.  It is not degrading to pose nude or be naked in general.  No I am not looking for attention.  I am beautiful and confident. I l…

Illegally Blonde Is Back and Better.

It’s been some time since I wrote in my blog but it’s because I’ve been going so hard for my art and focusing on my craft. To be perfectly honest I am sick of having friends and trying to talk to people. Here I am back to encouraging myself and hopefully others. I won’t focus on the negative experiences I’ve had through the last few years instead I will share what I’ve learned in my journey.  Stop blaming others for your short comings.  Stop being a victim.  You are responsible for yourself. Nothing more or less.  You need to be in control of yourself. If you aren’t in control of yourself, others will control you with your emotions.  Sadly we live in a country at a time when people are rigorously manipulative. People will do damn near anything to get what they want. It is hard to rise above the negativity, let alone percieve what is happening.  Stand up for yourself and what you want.  Speak your piece. We all need to soeak up! Our individual experiences and thoughts are so important…